BUCKY asked:
I Have tried zoloft,paxil,lexapro,wellbutrin,celexa,trazadone,depakote,lithium,lamictal,stellazine,respiridol,cymbalta,adavan,klonapin,valium,and effexor to name a few. Not all at once but throughout the years. I have had group therapy. one on one therapy,hospitalizations and no matter what I try I still fantasize about my death. I currently have a cronic illiness that will end up in death anyway. What should I do? Am I wasting your tax dollars by living? Is suicide in my situation such a bad thing?Am I not a coward for never being succesfull? Will further treatment help.? Is EST worth it? Serious responses only! No hubub about how life is so worth living I dont need fluffy newage fantasies of emotion.
Emma
I Have tried zoloft,paxil,lexapro,wellbutrin,celexa,trazadone,depakote,lithium,lamictal,stellazine,respiridol,cymbalta,adavan,klonapin,valium,and effexor to name a few. Not all at once but throughout the years. I have had group therapy. one on one therapy,hospitalizations and no matter what I try I still fantasize about my death. I currently have a cronic illiness that will end up in death anyway. What should I do? Am I wasting your tax dollars by living? Is suicide in my situation such a bad thing?Am I not a coward for never being succesfull? Will further treatment help.? Is EST worth it? Serious responses only! No hubub about how life is so worth living I dont need fluffy newage fantasies of emotion.
Emma